that surreal world I seek;

Friday, December 29, 2006

transferred!

HELLO PEOPLE!
I've moved.
To somewhere COOLER than ever.
To somewhere I can write private entry and let ppl close to me see only.
HIAK HIAK HIAK(:
SOSHIOKLAHHH.

okay,
here you go.
PLEASE KINDLY RELINK ME THANKYOU.

http://crazybutts.wordpress.com

thanks dudes.
wont be blogging here anymore.
so tag there not here.
say you miss me there!
WAHAHHA SEEYA (:
Relink lahh thanks.

silence♥ 4:04 PM

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good enough(:

woahhh!
NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM was damn funny and lame and nice! (:
hahahaha!

Ohwell so tired right now.
I really realised that my dark rings were even worse now.
damnnn. ):
so uglehhhh......

There's a Floorball National Trial on saturday noon.
I know I might not get in, but perhaps just give it a try heh haha!
I haven gone for proper training since like 2354124235 years :DEADLY.
HELLO FAIRY GOD MOTHER,
I NEED LUCK!
WHERES MY GOAL SENSE EVER SINCE MY INJURY!
YOU GUYS TOOK AWAY MY PRECIOUS LEG AND TOOK AWAY MY LUCK!
RETURN ME PLEASEEEEE. )):
I want to be just like the past.
GOALS!
Score plenty of goals just like that.
I dont need and dont want wonderful skills.
I just want back my speed and that goal sense.
PLEASEE.
I wanted it so badly myself, but it's not happening so much like the past.
SO SAD CAN.
gugubirdflyouthereandbreak. tsk!

AHHHHHHHHHH.
It hurts so much more than anything else.
I want the ME back. me back me back~
LOL.
I will just try my best on saturday.

the night out was good (:
thanks for da movie!

silence♥ 12:34 AM

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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

wo yi wei;

Deathnote2 was awesome!
I laughed and cried mann.
I cry and laugh easily lahh damnn.
Went to watch it with terence and..
yeahh lahh. old feelings.
I cant denied that I dont feel a single pinch in my heart.
Well, from a stranger to a friend to a boyfriend to someone I ever held so close.
and everything seems just went back to earth. then from someone so close you gonna let it go..
to someone like a boyfriend, and then to a friend and perhaps years later...
to a whole new stranger.
That's something funny about life I guess.
If every man that came by gonna be lidat, I think I'll be crazy real soon haha!
but well, nothing we can do about it.
Until you met the right one. -laughs-
At least, for all men I've put in my best. (or I'm just a fool.)
Still glad enough that feedback of being a girlfriend wasnt that bad heh.
That makes me happy enough lahh at least I always tried my best.
but none turn out good.
ITS ALWAYS LIDAT LAHH.
Okay I'll be a bad girlfriend next round.
Hello who wanna woo me? HAHAHAHHAHAH! LELONG~!!
lol. kidding. sot plug!
I finding girlfriend lehhh.
intro please. LOL!! ;x

Whatever it is already.
As long as I'm happy that will fine.
As long as I dunno whatever thing happening around that will pinch me in da butt that will be fine.
And for that, I wont check it out so much about their life. (:
I must be happy about mine. that's all !

silence♥ 2:01 PM

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Beyonce - Irreplaceable;

to the left
to the left

to the left
to the left

VERSE 1:
mmmm..to the left
to the left
Everthing you own in the box to the left
In the closet, that's my stuff-
Yes, if i bought then please don't touch(dont touch)

And keep talkin that mess thats fine,
but could you walk and talk at the same time-
And, its my name thats on that jag. so go move
your bags let me call you a cab

Standin in the front yard tellin me how i'm such a [fool]
talkin bout, ill never ever find a man like you,
You got me twisted

CHORUS:
You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute,
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute, baby

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin,
your irreplaceable

VERSE 2:
So go ahead and get gone, call up that chick,
and see if shes home
oops, i bet you thought, that i didnt know,
what did you think, i was puttin you out for...
because you was untrue, rollin her around in the
car that i bought you
baby drop them keys...hurry up before your taxi leaves

standin in the front yard tellin me how im such a [fool]
talkin bout, ill never ever find a man like you,
you got me twisted

CHORUS:
you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute, baby

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin,
your irreplaceable

VERSE 3:
so since im not your everything,
how bout i'll be nothing, nothing at all to you
baby i wont shed a tear for you (i wont shed a tear)
i wont lose a wink of sleep (a wink of sleep)
cause the truth of the matter is
replacing you is so easy

to the left
to the left

to the left
to the left

mmmm...to the left
to the left ,everything you own in the box to the left

to the left
to the left

dont you ever for a second get to thinkin...
your irreplaceable

you must no know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute matter fact,
hell be here in a minute, BABY!!!!

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to
([Played with next verse] thinkin...Baby hey yea!!!)

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have a nother you in a minute,
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute
you can pack all yo bags we finsihed,
Cause yo made your bed now lay in it
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin
your irreplaceable....

COOL SONG (:

silence♥ 2:10 PM

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happy boxing day!

rain rain rain.
rain rain go away!
It's making me sick mannn argh!
and my computer is getting sick too ):
Sigh. It's gonna be dead real soooooon. dont go awayyyyyyyyy~
lol!

Last night com stucked cant on. SUCKS.
chatted with barney and slept at 3am++
Tired but cant sleep. roll around till I finally sleeeeep.
I need to switch my bio clock mann. School's gonna start ):

Catching deathnote2 later but feel so lazy to go outttt @.@
I haven pay my bloody school fees la....

I'm only excited about THURSDAY :X
WAHAHAHHAAHA. Okay I'm dumb and crazy. thankyou^^
okay la it's nothing much tho. HAHAHAHHA.
I know I'm gonna laugh the whole day.. I guess so! LOL! ;x

ohyes!
Thanks for the chocolates k.
It's small and silly. and SWEET (:
thanks idiot for making me smiled lol!

Big thanks for the calendar clock babe,
Just love it!! hahahaha!
I love you! BIG HUGS*
and also,
thanks manlin for da cutie pooh!
too cute to squeezzeeeeee! wahahhaha! ;x

ahhhh thankyou imm for the bigshades during the xchange dinner haha!
So nice la (:
Thanks xuan for the chocolates! I've finished all already HAHAHA!

Thanks uncle rocky for da big box of rocher!
Although you wont read this, but it'll be so nice to be your kid!
hahahaha!

Thanks jerome, for the xmas card! ahhahhaa(: silly gong.

thanks for all those who were so sincere to give me a msg on xmas day!
LOVE YA ALLLLLLLL! (:

PEOPLE!
HAPPY BOXING DAY((:

BIG WARM HUGGGGG!!

silence♥ 1:30 PM

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Monday, December 25, 2006

merry xmas doodles

woahhh.
MERRY MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL

Woah. I had a great dinner over my workplace !
I had a beef steak. damn nice! I loooooove it ;x
I love the bloody juicy reddish meat wahahahhaa!
The atmosphere was terrific (: And I'm working!!
Christmas should be in this manner..
With the right crowd, right people, right ambience, right food. AHA!

I hate crowded places! But I love festivals!
It was too fun to explain hahahah!
When it was TWELVE sharp!
We started spraying ALL OVER MANN!!
CRAZYYYYY SHIT! LOL!! hahahahahha!

but woah, the cleaning up part really burnt out all my fats lar ahahah!
I ate alot mann.
the goose liver with biscuits were superb ;x !!!

omgomgomg.
Listening to MCFLY - BUBBLE WRAP! LOVE IT.
I wish i could bubble wrap my heart. ):

i wish i could bubble wrap my heart,
incase i fall and break apart.
im not i can't change the stars,
and i don't know if there life on mars.
But i know your hurt people that you,
love and those who care for you.
i want nothing to do with the things,
your going through.

This is the last time,
i give up this heart of mine,
im telling you that i'm a broken man
thats finaly realised.
Your standing in moonlight,
But your black on the inside.
Whoo do you think you are to cry.
This is Goodbye.

im a little daized and confused
lifes a bitch and so are you.
All my days have turned into nights,
Cause living without, without, without you
in my life.
And you wrote the book on how to be a liar,
and loose all use all your friends.
And i mean nothing at all
Was i just another ghost thats been in your bed.

Cause this is the last time,
i give up this heart of mine,
im telling you that i'm a broken man
who's finaly realised.
Your standing in moonlight,
But your black on the inside.
Whoo do you think you are to cry.
Well this is Goodbye.

Turn on the radio honey,
cause every single sad song you'll be able to relate.
This one i dedicate.
Woah, don't get all emotional baby,
You can never talk to me.
Your un-able to communicate.

This is the last time,
i give up this heart of mine,
im telling you that i'm a broken man
Who's finaly realised.
This is the last time,
i give up this heart of mine,
im telling you that i'm a broken man
who's finaly realised.
standing in moonlight,
But your black on the inside.
Whoo do you think you are to cry.
This is Goodbye.
This is Goodbye.

silence♥ 4:32 AM

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Sunday, December 24, 2006

Happy girl!

HO HO HO!

MERRY SOON-TO-BE CHRISTMAS!!!
I'll working tonight and celebration will be tomorrow for me!
Well guys, ENJOY YA NIGHT!!! ((:

I slept at 5am last night wahahahhaha @.@ Sleepy now...
Working at 7pm later!
Dead. I'm so hungry right now!

Ohyeah, yesterday I went to cut my hair.
and then............
I decided to rebond my hair! LOL!
I just cant stand it to be so messy, and yes I'm a lazy girl..
so rebonding it will be my best choice! and I finally got the time and money to do so.
and there goes my $90 ):
but now I've got nice and neat hair weeeee!
NO MORE WOES!
I'm very lazy la..
They said no woman is ugly, only lazy woman will be ugly..!
I'm lazy wahahhahhaa so I've gotta be rich. But i'm so poor. YAWNS.
so I'm uglehh.. lol!
whatever! I love myself always (: LOL!! -goosebumps-

So I starved myself til 7pm in the night then I had my meal for the day!
WALAO no time to eat so hungry nearly fainted can LOL!
Fat people need to eat regularly if not will dieeeeeeeeeeeee. like meeeee!
WAAHAHAHA!
Cant wait for another pay day.
My bank is hungry !!!! $_$ !!!!!

AHAHAHAHAHA!

and YES SARA I WILL GO FOR TRAININGS OKAY ((:
WEEEEEEEE !
I miss my teammates!
IIVP is coming, we MUST win! ;x
hahahaha!

Okay chill,
I'm leaving...........

TO FIND FOOD!

silence♥ 2:42 PM

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Friday, December 22, 2006

BROKE BING!

one more week and will be back to school ! ):
That's like sooooo soon lar.

I didnt go to work today and yesterday.
TIRED.

and...
facial is something so painful that I rather bang the wall !
WAHAHAHHA!
and I've really overspent. ):
sighhh.
naughty girl. tsk.

WAAA.
I wanna go taiwan shoppinggggg!
next year ! if possible!
I'll make it possible! WAHAHHAHAAHA ;x

I'm broke now. my bank left about <$200 :WALAO.
xin tonggg.
NEVERTHEMIND.
NEXT PAY!
WOOOT.
Christmas is coming..
I better be happppy! :D

I gotta sleep more.
I'm lacking of it, making me sick. ARGH!!
people stop missing me, I got terrible running nose!
WAHAHAHAHAH (DONT SLAP ME!!!)

big hugs!

silence♥ 6:25 PM

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XMAS IS COMING !

meow.
I overslept after taking pills.
awww I wanted to cut my hair ! ):
maybe tmrwwww!

eating the KIDDY DIP now!
SO NICEEE MANNN!
Whenever I feel abit rich, I will buy ben&jerry's..
but DAMN it, dont have my favourite flavour ):
Sucha disappointment HAHAHA!

I wanna go shopping!
I wanna buy black skinnies,
shorts and nice tops!
yawns, it's never enough mann!

AHH tmrw I got so many things to do!
I have to go back to school to pay school fees :yawns. What a task!
tsktsk.

here's some pics of yesterday's gathering!

silence♥ 1:05 PM

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Thursday, December 21, 2006

everything new!

new skin. (sick of the old one.)
didnt go work today, wasnt feeling really well.
kinda slack.
IT'S BEEN SO LONG THAT I CAN SLACK AT HOME OKAY!
wahahahhaha.

I love unicorns.
dont ask why, i know its silly. haha!
but it's something really beautiful mann.

OHMYTIAN.
i go take nap 30mins then go cut hair and buy stamps!
moooo !

silence♥ 6:54 PM

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Colourful has a meaning ((:

silllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy!
hahahahahha!

goodnight all (:
dinner with the clique was GREAT !

♥

silence♥ 2:56 AM

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